Where do I begin with this post? I'm not going to try and make it all fake and happy. So I'll be honset and if you all could just give me an emo moment here... I'm pretty pissed off right now. I was just informed that I'm being "let go" from Ri. I was told that I'm an excellent worker, and that I work great with the kids and that my writing is great, however John wants to take things to a duo with Ri for right now. Thats interesting, I guess. I don't want to say anything bad, because I had so much fun touring around the country and acting with them. It's hard for me to show a lot of emotion in front of people. So the only response I told John when he told me that I was being let go was "I'll call my parents tonight" ...This all came kind of suddenly. I'm really confused now. I thought this was where God wanted me. I guess He has other plans... To be honest I knew there was some tension in the group, we didn't always see eye to eye on things but I didn't think it was anything this serious. And to be completley honest I really do think its unfair they are letting me go for the reasons they are... it doesn't make any sense really, John just came in here and told me I'm a hard worker, a good actor, a great writer but he has to let me go?? What? What's the problem then?? I occasionally told the group to act a little more proffessional... maybe that was it. Either way I guess I didn't mesh well with them but thats still not a valid reason.. there are always going to be people you don't mesh well with, especially in a ministry job. Anyways, I don't want to dog on them because its a great work, a great passion and a great ministry they got going, I was glad to be a part of it. Best of luck to them... now if you would all pray for me as I wait and see what God has in store for me next, that would be great... thanks.

  posted by Darrell @ 4:47 PM